It has taken me a couple of days to get my thoughts together to write about Father’s Day 2013. I want to firstly dedicate this post to three great men; my husband, my father and my father-in-law.
This was somewhat of a tough Father’s Day for our family. My father in law passed away in July so it was our first year that he was spiritually with us. My husband and I have not had the chance to talk about this yet, so thank you blog you have made me realise this. I do need to sit down with hubby and see how he is going. There is a bit of an emptiness knowing that he has passed over. I know that my husband loved his Dad very much and that he will be missed. When we lose people it gives us the opportunity to reflect on what is important in life. I have been struggling with this for quite a while but for me I do know that good health, love and time are on the top of my list.
We were fortunate enough to spend time with my father in law a couple of weeks prior to his passing. This in a way was a wonderful gift for us. In some ways maybe he knew his time was up for he shared some thoughts with us that he had never expressed before. This was out of character as he usually just stuck with safe topics like trucks and rally driving (two of his passions). During our stay, he expressed some very kind words about my husband. This I will always treasure as I know that my father in law was not big on sharing these types of ‘feelings.’ This meant so much to me.
My husband gave his sons a beautiful gift on Father’s Day too. He spent most of the day canoeing and fishing with them. He was showered with usual preschool and school handmade gifts which were gorgeous and I know he got a buzz out of these. I refused to give out cash to the boys and take them shopping to buy ‘stuff.’ When it comes to commercial gift giving, it always been fairly low on our priority list so I know that hubby didn’t feel disheartened when he did not receive the token socks, jocks, quirky coffee mug, chocolates or bottle of rum.
My Dad on the other hand was a different story. I felt SO guilty about not producing a commercial gift of some description. My Dad is far from materialistic but it is so engrained in me (years of advertising brainwashing I suspect) to go out and get Dad something that I really struggled this year. Here I am trying my best to change habits (one being buying less useless stuff) that I have lost sleep and may get a cold sore over this. This year I gave my Dad the whole day with me. (Mum and Dad have just spent the week with us as they live 4 hours away.) So we did a little day trip, had a picnic and Mum and I arranged a special dinner at home for my Dad, hubby and the kids. I don’t know?? Father’s Day was kind of a fizzer for my Dad and it will never be the same because I know deep down inside the only thing I think my Dad would dearly love is my brother back who with us in spirit.
So it really shows us all that we don’t need all this ridiculous commercial crap. What we need is time spent with loved ones; young, old and in between. So give someone you care about a big hug today because you never know what is around the corner.